sassy-of-the-dae

2010-02-04T18:11:00.004+08:00

hey...

(to those who reads my blog...) haha...

HI... so long no write... i mean blog...
Well... its a new yr after so long... LOL...
anyway...
i really jus wanted to say... is that...

This Will Be My LAST blog post...

and after tat... i am closing it... (delete?? maybe..)
or maybe jus leave it... untouch...

First i would like to clarify some things that some how some what affecting me...
(p.s its really just my point of view... and i am not refering to ANYONE...)

For those who really knows me well... they will know... usually.. after my stress... i'll just be the same... though my mood swings real fast... but after my mood swings... i am normally ok..

so... Forgive me for being rude/raise my voice when i am Stress...

second...

Sometimes i really feel... that if 1 blames 2 for the black face... 1 didn't realise that 1 oso has the black face... ... get the irony...?

and seriously... what does black face means? No smile? Not Happy?

or is it black face = no smile = no expression = unhappy...?

example "if I, JOYCE YIP were to show Selena a black face... ... what does it mean?"

JOYCE YIP is unhappy with/ showing no smile to/has no expression with Selena.
so... forgive me for my god given black face if i have show it....

Third,

ever thought... what one's comment can cause how much trouble and hurt to oneself?

ever thought of the oneselves comment can cause to another oneselves hurt?

and all the one think is what the oneselves said to one... All one thinks that Oneself is giving one stress... ever thought ONESELF OSO STRESS?!

(p.s. not angry... just upset... not refering to anyone... jus self experience.. :) )

try to get wat i am talking about... coz this is seriously wat i feel...

Forth....

if i were to say LOL... i would really LOL.. in a nice way... happy way... and not a sacartic way...if one were to think another way... then... *sigh

and reading my message... you have to read it in 2 tones... mono and hype up...

if oneself were to always read in mono tone... of course my message is "black" rite?

(does this "Black" means emo? unhappy? no expression? down? ? a better view of the irony?)

Fifth... i mean it in a nice way...

if there's one has any unhappiness with me... PLEASE tell me straight... seriously :)saying nasty things behind oneself back.. seriously doesn't help...

LAstly...

I would really like to THANK my LOVELY BABI s &...

my many many beloved Best Friends (if i ever had one >.<>

Because...

They just forgive with my stupid little black face that i give them EVERYTIME...

They just Forgive me with my moodswings...

They also forgive my baised-ness towards idols...

Coz they SO SO SO SO understand me...

and they are just there for me, when i needed them...

i would like also thank my "classmates" too...

Fifah, Kardu, Syudu, Shab, Lin... etc. (alphabetical order)

(not to mention SOCKYONG (my beloved relative..)

i would say... they plays a part for me to be in school today la...

I have Frens who told me that... they just cant stand being said nasty things of themselves behind their back... which is of course not true la... They say they will confront and everything...

As if i cant stand la... no la kidding... but whats there to confront... when... all the things being said is all the person/s say one... i mean.. nvm... ignore this part...

(sorry if you have read finish... LOL)

(very lazy delete... but if you understand... Thankyou! haha)

ok... i'll end it here...

Anneyong ppl...

i am leaving this blog for real...

i'll just might keep this post for few weeks...

then i'll see if i want to delete or something...

Cheers ppl... take care...

Quote of the day...

"Nobody's Perfect... Is impossible for everybody to like you... REALITY IS UGLY...FACE IT!"

Anneyong ppl...

LoTS of LOVE for the last time...

JOYCe...

2009-11-08T21:15:00.002+08:00

i'm at my sis's place today...
goodness...
i dunno wher i got the guts to watch
10 Promises To My Dog...

i used up nearly half of the tissue box...
nearly drop out my eyeballs...

Nice show...
but must have strong heart to watch....
i don have....
tats why i watch in parts...
i paused when i cannot take it...
.... tats how i watch Marley & Me too...

though "cherry" is not officially my dog... (its my sis's)
but she watch me grow up...
and i think... me... too... did not fufilled the 10 promises...

GOSHH....
my eyeballs seriously dropping...

anyway...
schools... has been normal...
jus tat... after my "show & tell"...
my classmates started going... "wonder baby trend"
o well...

one thing i know is... i seriously boost wondergirls popularity...
and... i totally boost wonder baby Ye Eun... popularity...
HAHA...
jus kiddin....

p.s. i think i saw my primary sch fren(R) the other day... i think he didn't recognize me...
Owell...

k till here...
bye~
LOVES...

2009-10-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

woohoo~

i'm back...
and i'll be gone soon...
coz...
currently there are tons of projects piling up...
mostly group work...
more MAJOR Tests...

haiis...
hope to survive the next term...
LOL...

all the best to Frens having "O" level...
YUS~~~ MEIYU~~~ ZHIWEI~~~
JIAYOU!!!!

yea~!
hmm...
tats all rite? LOL

kk...
till here...
Nighty ninthy nine~~~
LoveS!

2009-10-17T22:37:00.003+08:00

Got connected...

and gonna do a quick one...

today...
lunch at Yus's place...
her "open hse"...

this time joining me and selena...
are... Nai, MeiYu, Siti, Mag, Ashraf, Rafi and Afiq.

had a gd time... chatting bout the past...
Love spending time with my buddies...
i think that is really my favourite past time...
(if that is counted as a past time la...)

will post photos SOon..
(yea rite) ha!

k la...
unexpectedly... short.
btw...
i also like spending my school days with my current classmates too.
Like Karyee, Syuhada, Yeejiat, Renfeng and Xueting...
haha...

2009-10-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

blog post...

COMING SOON....

"if i have a chance to stay in a hostal... i'll make sure my roomies be Selena and Yus..."

2009-09-09T12:29:00.001+08:00

OMG...
finally got some connection...
and my worries has been confirmed...

Kim Hyun Joong is diagnosed with H1N1...
goodness...

actually is no wonder he'll be sick...
flying to other countries... meeting fans...
sastisfying all fan's dream/wish...

aww...
so sad la..

kim hyun joong JIAYOU!!!
Fwighting!!!
i'll pray hard for you~

well...
gonna blog bout this only..LOL...

oh ya..
currently... i'm jobless...
any job offer... pls call me... hahaha...

yeah~

hmmm... i wonder why...
suddenly miss syuh very much...
haha....
i didn't talk to her much...
since our last paper...
haha...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS guys!
Lots of Love...
Smiles*

2009-08-31T21:41:00.014+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY!!!

yeah yeah....

didn't go back to schools... today...

was too tired...

had my exams... and my auntie visting...

and YES!!! our Assignment IS OVER~!
FINALLY~~!!! wahaha...

Watever...

don wan to mention any unhappiness...

coz... i think its stupid...

was quite pissed wen i worried bout my grp members...

and they attitude me...

give up liao...

WEll...

since everything is over...

gonna let photos SPEAKS!

excited?!... NO... haha

During the BReak before my OFA Test...

Macdonale at Habour Front

VIVO CITY... (haha. Being Stupid)

Amk library... this was done during the stress left behind by our grp members...

BIMBO...

2009-08-31T00:14:00.004+08:00

YEAH~~
got some connection...
so better do a quick one as usual...

i had a busy weekend this week...
all rushing to complete assignment...
either that... its my up coming tests...

ANYWAY~

but i had great fun on sat...
LOL...
i went out studying with Jiat, Renfeng and Karyee...

i'll let pictures speak more one day...

but for now...
i'm jus gonna show you an extract of a blog post done by syuh...
which i extracted it la...
coz...
she jus speaks out wat i'm feeling towards working with some of my team members...

Lots of love~

*smiles*

2009-08-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

i feel so dumb...really...
coz i lost my thumbdrive...
my 4GB toshiba thumbdrive...
DAmn sad!
inside...got videos... photos... songs... ALL GONE!!!~~~

HAIISSSS~~~

i lost some of my frens...
which unknowingly... my fren attitude me... ignore me...
for dunno what reason...and which...
my fren (and I) don wanna talk about it...
coz nobody jus wan to make the first move in saying the problem...

(me myself oso wonder why...
its really not that i don wan to make the first move... but...
i really dunno...
coz... usually if i have anything i'm not happy about...
i'll say... no matter what... but got control la...
but... now... i dunno... jus... maybe... towards some ppl... i just cant voice out...
coz i know... what will be their reaction after hearing...)

why like tat...
me and my buddies... wont have this problem lor...
coz we know... if we have any unhappiness...
we'll just tell straight to the face...coz we know true frens tell the truth....
me and yus dunno tio scolded how many times by selena...

really... if any of you have any unhappiness about me...
can jus tell me... don keep inside...like that...
both parties will get hurt lor... SERIOUSLY...
if not like tat... very unfair to me... coz i jus lost a fren without knowing the reason...

haiya...
anyway... i did badly for my test today...
difficulty lvl damn high lor...
i practically lost bout 20-30 marks? didn't finish in time...

haiix...
i feel my life is blessed... but... its unlucky...get wat i mean?
i have great frens around me... really...they are all... kind-hearted, nice and beautiful...
but on the other hand...
i'll be losing a lot... ....

hahaha...
lets not talk bout it anymore...
if not my post will be damn long...
and nobody will read my post...

kk...
LOts of love...
*smiles*

2009-08-12T09:28:00.001+08:00

i'm sick...

jus measured my temperature...
38.1 ...

my frens ask me... "why come to school if you're not feeling well..."

seriously...
i dunno how to answer them..

i'm done...
byes~

2009-08-11T11:50:00.002+08:00

let see...
last week's reflection...
friday...
went out with selena and yus...
its a bomb!...LOL...
not really... but i had great fun...
i laugh out my misses for them... hahaha...

weekends... work at taka...
muahahah...
ladies shoes....
chonghao and qinhan oso went back...
for the 3 days...
i only have the chance to eat with them once!
then... the rest...
i eat with my daughter...

i dunno leii...
after ytd...
i realise... i've been forgotten...
yana they mite be laughing now...
but...
i was really sad...
that i nearly walk home frm orchard...
but i walk to dhoby only la... LOL...
during the walk... think a lot sia...
think until...
wen i reach home...
i'm sick...
having fever... in the middle of the night...
but still...
i came for school...

how... responsible am i...
as a class chair...

HAHAH... CRAP!!!
LOL...

k la...
having lesson...
BYE~

2009-08-04T11:54:00.002+08:00

yea...
in class again...

i'm down with a headace today...
pain till cannot take it sia...

den i think...
my "blur-ness" is showing rapidly this few days...
and my stupidity... haiyoyo...

my position as a class rep...
very... haiya...
and grp work.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
going crazy soon...

one more thing that is pissing me off is...
my class singing national day songs...
ok... i think its ok... to sing...
but... i dislike ppl who... look down on s'pore...
sings OUR COUNTRY SONGS...
PERFORM IN NATIONAL DAY....
wah... it pissed me off...
coz... i think i feel very insulted wen you say nasty things bout my country...
i wonder why you even study here...
you can jus keep your comments to yourself...
coz by saying this comments...
you can seriously cause some war... DAMN YOU!....

hmm....
i think i have nothing to talk about...
coz somethings... are not meant to say...
though you sometimes you seriously wanna share...
but...
sometimes... i thought... maybe i say liao...
nobody will listen...
nothing will change...

gosh... i'm being emotional now...
why girls are from venus?
why girls so emotional sometimes ar?
haiya...

K till here... teacher's coming...
*smiles*

2009-08-03T14:44:00.002+08:00

ROAR!!!!
gonna do a quick one...
coz i'm in class now....

ROARR!!!!
this weekend no outing!!!
DAMN sad!!!
NO Outing... nobody jio....
got outing... EVERYBODY JIO!!!!

ARGHHH~~!!! WHY LIKE TAT....
sad....
now...
everybody go back to their busy lives again...
haiis...

i doubt i can watch my "UP" ....

2009-07-31T20:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LUO ZHI XIANG!!!!

yeah~~~

and... one more....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARYEE...

Best Wishes... =)

Karyee is one of my cliques in school...

she is sort of my "go home partner" also... hahaha...

and she is the only one... who i can talk bout Korea...LOL...

serious... LOL...

anyway... HAPPY BIRHTDAY~

Smiles...

P.S... EVERYBODY IS GETTING SICK!!!! TAKE CARE PPL!!!

DRINK MORE WATER YEA~!!!

*smiles*

2009-07-28T12:26:00.002+08:00

HAIISS~~~

its been a long week....
and...

PLEASSEEE~~~
don tell bout me not updating....

HAIIYOOO....
i'm also dying....
NO INTERNET LORR!!!!
PEKCHEY....
even have... i only can use during lessons....
which i can use like 1 hr like tat....

HAIIYOOO~~~
my SS501.... updates.... is outdated now...
gosh...
now i'm going wonderholic lor...
hahha....

anyway... its been a long week....

CLARANCE B'DAe....
Aybin's Musical....
My grp's Role Play...

haiya...
den got a lot of grp assignments piling up...

stress...
not to the extent la...
but nowadays...
i... cannot really control my emotions....
dunno why...
my mood swings... sometimes... very jia lat...
me myself also cannot stand it...

hope my frens dun mind...
coz... after my mood swing... i'm ok already
sometimes... i really feel very bad lor...

HAIIYOoO!~~~

k la...
gtg...
bye~~~

2009-07-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

2nd day of teacher's absence...
i'll name today...
Drama mama day...

first thing first.
replying to one of my class director comment...
she made on her blog...

i din't mean to... or have ANY INTENTION of ACCUSING YOU!!!
i'm jus saying if you could be fair...
coz... there are some conflicts with you and some of them...
so... at least... if you were to tell me you draw lots...
i can at least ask them to be corporate with you...
at least i give them an explanation...
i have NO intention!!!
if you know me... you'll know...
i am not that kind of ppl...

our teacher is not around...
i'm needed to play a big role in class...
i was thinking...
maybe you could help me by doin your part...
and yet...
u.... (sigh)

i feel really stress... coz i had to look after my classmates... and everything...
you mite think its my classmates who's not corporating...
you are wrong...
they were really supportive and understanding actually...
i'm grateful...
although... at sometimes... they don do their work la...
but... well...

and know wat....
if the directors... do not like to talk to the class...
they come to me...
and ask me to talk to the class on their behalf's....

FIRM?! is it?.... Thick skin is it?
i tried...
but they will say some things tat will shut me up and do what ever they told me to do....
".... You're the CHAIRPERSON what..."
Key word...
CHAIRPERSON!!!

i really dunno...
if i am suitable for this position...
its really big...
i SERIOSULY have doubts...
Coz... ppl will always make use of me...
coz i'm the "DIRECTOR" of the class....

i really hope my teacher will come back ASAP...
though... so far...
my classmates has given me the support....
its still under control...
but....
its...
seriously wont last long...

but on the other hand...
i wldn't my teacher to be worried...
coz... haiya...
nvm..
say so much oso no use...

Haiis...
i'm happy i saw Sockyong and clara today...
they brightens my day up...partially... LOL...
not to mention Diana... Syuh... and karyee...
they were really supportive...

i'm not as suay~ as i thot la...
haha...
i still have some luck....

Lots of Love...
*smileS*

2009-07-13T15:29:00.005+08:00

MONDAY!!!

GOODNESS....

TOday will be the scarist monday of my life.... so far...
(tats why my font is blue... coz... monday blues... =p)

the class was expectedly CHAOS...

lucky... mr leonard (discipline master? hmm... higher rank than my teacher Ms Lim) came in...
it helps a little...
but...its back to CHAOs....
an improved version...

but somehow...
he came in... seeing half the class was gone...
make me feel very useless la.. as a class rep. haiya...
i did my part...

anyway...lessons cancelled....
blah blah...

today... Haiis... damn "jia lat"....

lucky i'm prepared with my kim hyun joong & LeeMinHo photos...
haha... it brightens my day...

though i did break down... wen YAYA..... ARGGHHHH~!!!!!
PASSED HER PAPAYA things TO ME!!!!

DAmn it la...
i thot she mite jus do her part...
and not give me and trouble...
instead... she wan me to do things for her...

!$)$%^*(%$*&^(*^$%

Syuh was damn pissed... haha...
she is oso one the many who tried to cheer me up...
hahaha...
spiderman

they was saying i'm too soft-hearted... i shld be more...
more... "bastard"... haha... tats wat she say...
haha... nvm...

quote to share : "Tomorrow would be better..."
"with Great power... comes with great resposiblities..."

JIA YOU!!!

Took photo with stitich!!!! hehe...

i left out his fren... aww... so cute!!! LOL...

*hint i haven own it yet... birthday is on 18 nov!!! LOL

ok...

its gonna disconnect soon...

bye guys...
Smiles*

2009-07-12T11:11:00.006+08:00

haiyoyo....

stress leii...

i dunno wat i stress about la...

but i felt...

being... voted as the chairperson... in class now...

is very scary...

my teacher... Ms lim...

keep stressing on the sentence...

"my expectations for you is HIGHER.."

haiis...

den... ahyo..

i really think i'm quite suay this few days...

just got the post only...

"BOMB"! thousand and one things to do...

previous chairperson... don have this things to do one lor...

DAmn!

k la...

anyway...

went out with BQ and ying Kai.... actually got Jin xiong one...

wan go watch transformers...

but... JX msg me say he not feeling well...

ya... me and BQ on the other hand went to return uniform and stuff...

haiis... den actually no mood liao...

aft tat we went to watch...

(SO BROKE!!! THIS FEW DAYS)

Ice AGE 3... 3D...

Dawn of the Dinosaurs

Nice LEII!!!

PEACHES!!!

tats wat i've been saying after the movie...

THERE!!! TATS PEACHES and the mum... CUTE RITE!!!!

AWWW~!

anyway...

going out today with taka frens agn...

gtg...

BYE~

P.S. Take really good care of urself yea... everybody is getting sick...

Quote of the day: "an apple a day... keeps a doctor away..."

2009-07-09T18:52:00.003+08:00

(copy and paste)

back to blog....
My "auntie" came visting again...haiix....as usual... i cannot really control my emotions...and i dunno why...but this time... my tummy hurts even worst....

like tues...
it might be my mood swing....(the ppl who know me... will go.... uh huh!)
and it might be the dislike i had for yaya...i was really pissed off...

my stomach is so pain...(i was suppose to do a skit)that i cldn't really do anything...so i asked her... POLITELY!

"hey.. can you take over me?... i'm not feeling well..."

know wat she reply me...

"huh... i also don feel like doing...."ASSHOLE!

my partner was like... helping me to plead her or something... i stopped her...

coz i wld rather die den plead her...INCONSIDERATE! SELFISH! ARGH! watever...
den my teacher started asking her "who's presenting in her grp or something...
"without any thoughts... she push everything to me...ASSHOLE!
at least wen i asked another partner... he was like... helpful... he still will ask me to let him see the script...YAYA!!!

FORGET IT!!! OVER HER DEAD BODY MAN...

ASSHOLE! I seriously.... wa liao...den wen doin the skit... i had to stand ther very long lor...coz lots of comments from the teacher...F HER!she so get on my nerves... ya know....
den everytime... grp work...wenever i give my comment...
she'll ALWAYS... have somthing to say...
SO WAT if you like LeeMin Ho...
doesn't mean you understand KOreans rite...
so wat you learn the basics of jap and korean...(rolled eyes)ACT ONLY....

ARGHHHHH!!!!spoil my mood sia....
anyway...been really frustrated la...maybe coz of Mr Jackson's death...
LOL...well... i think his really a legend...
though i'm not really a fan of his...but yea... i really thinks his a legend...

ya bout the frustrations...haiix...
dunno why la...i think i was curse... in my past life...
there are so many internal conficts with my classmates....
which makes me in a difficult position....
knowing too much is not gonna benefit me man...
haiis... i'm the middle person tats why...but well... i'm jus gonna concentrate bout my studies...

Next~
today....
haiis... lots of bad things happen....
must go "pai pai"(pray) already...
damn suay ar... haiix...
i jus hope... i'll live well with my classmates...
*CHEERS!*

haiis...
CARE session...
HAiis... something like assembly? but in a classs.....
and today... we'll be appointing new director of the class...
which is something like "chairperson" for the class...
Haiis...
and wat wld you know...
i was the class RAP! "yo yo yo" haha....
HAIIX....
and yaya... nvm... if i say here.....
my classmates passing by mite know who...
watever... anyway...its so obvious i don like her.

HAiyo...
stresss sia... damn scare...
haiix... have to UPhold the position...

i tell you...
YUS!!! QINHAN!!! you must be laughing now rite...
think i dunno!!! LOL

OYA OYA!!!
as i was going home today...with jiali...
MY GOODNESS!!!
i saw this 2 brothers... tat is soooo cute...
i mean like... he jus make me think of...
a combination of... jon johnson and nick jonas...
maybe a little kevin...
BUT!!!
Oh My GOD!!!!
he... is sooooooo.... cute...
i was like messaging yus.... and she was like...
asking me where is he.....
blah, blah, i'm craping...

k la.
i gtg... BYE~
INTERNET DOWN!!!!

2009-07-03T13:51:00.002+08:00

gonna do one quick one... before i get disconnected....

well.... was suppose to have a meet up with my Friends for musical rmb...
but... well... in the begining i had a bad news... coz... Nai cannot go...
nvm... still got others... tats wat i thot....

the next thing i know...
selena send me a msg... saying... MUSICAL CANCELLED...
due to.... H1N1.... wth~....
den totally no mood lor.... haiix....

this late morning...
got a msg frm my teacher asking me qns... bout travelling... blah blah....
got a msg frm yana... askin me to go out... agn... coz i rejectted her ytd... sorry dear.
i thot of replying their msg ltr...
coz i'm stil half asleep.... but.... BUTT!!!
one of bestie... damn clever....
due to her frustrations on wondergirls's english subbed videos....
she call me and disturb....
ask me go out... haiyo....

i start by mumbling my words.... den talking... den laughing...
we are practically CRAP... CRAP bout going out...
go jurong... go millenia walk... go amk pasar malam.... go east coast...
go kallang...
and we played "reverse psycology" over and over again....
LOL....
she missed me la... cnt blame...
she din't even wan to put down the phone la.... LOL....
(she must be rolling her eyes now...haha)

ahya... k...
gtg...
cya... on mon?
i get to go online? LOL...

kk... bye~
PUPU~

2009-07-02T11:46:00.004+08:00

wahaha....
i'm back.... this time got internet must use all in one go...
LOL.... so... its gonna be long... LOL...
i do it in point form lor.... *bleh

16-18 June bbq

16 june Class bbq….

Reflection: so far… I think its been the worst bbq I’ve ever been to….

Its meant for a class bonding… yet…. Ppl brought their boyfriends and girlfriends…

Does tat explains why… we (part of the class) disagree to this bbq… as… the bbq its meant for them….If I know before hand… I can t bring… I’ll bring all my cousins, buddies and relatives down too. Thanks goodness got my cliques company….

18 june Davin’s BBQ

Reflection: haha… this one ar…. Better than my class one… well… though there is not much of conversations…. LOL…. (Davin shld know wat I mean…) but I think its quite ok la… I learn how to start fire… hahah… and I felt so touch for the invitation…. Like “awww” haha…. I went there a while only la…. Coz I got “dinner meeting” with Yana…. HAHA… inside joke….

22 june

Happy B’dae Lee Min Ho…

24june…

I went my sis’s hse… surf the net.

Received a call frm taka… asked to report to work nx day….

Received a call frm mum… ask me work for her on that day…

Was really pissed… coz I cant surf the net in PEACE!!!!

HAIIS….

25 june

ETP BBQ…. Which I didn’t go…

R : feel so bad…. Coz I wan to go with yee jiat they all… (my classmates la)

25-28 june

Went back taka work… for 4 days…coz ... card day…

R: the feeling was really familiar la… was really happy to see all the nice seniors… and of coz best of all… I can go break with my Darlings…. Though I’m not at sq… but I’m working with Chong Hao… haha… oh… and a new guy. Name…. wait… orh… Gordan… haha… he’s a weird guy. Ahya… anyway… I conclude… I shld seriously learn Japanese…. Haiix… long story.

26 june…

Drug-Free campaign… is a voluntary work…. Which I have my name on.

R: Goodness… u know hor… bcoz of $$$ I neglected a lot of things… I seriously felt really bad… I hope my classmates wont blame me…

29 june

B.E.V Project meeting… at J8’s Macdonales

Went Amk walk walk….

30 June

C.M.B Project meeting… at bras basar macdonales

Went bugis walk walk.

1 July

Lifeskill Project meeting. At Raffles city starbucks, Sun-tech starbucks, millenium walk coffee bean

Haiis… after project… I was stuck in a situation… which made me have a REAL big headace.

But felt better after a walk at Bugis again…

Busy Days huh….

But I’m not alone la… so… i’m ok… haha… am I being sensible? Hahah…

Awaiting for fri… musical…. I will see MY long lost buddies…. Hahah…. Miss them lots….

As much as the size of the whole universal… maybe even more… oh wait… haiya… u dunno how much I wanted to meet them…

2009-06-18T11:41:00.002+08:00

hey guys...
sorry.... my internet is down again....
gonna do a quick post...
though is still long...
but i'm jus gonna do some copy and paste...

wait ar...
before tat... i gotta say....

QIUJIN~ BON VOYAGE YEA!!!!
you're the best... hahaha....

next...

Lingqing... HAPPY B'dae...

DAVIN!!!!
thanks for inviting me to ur bbq in advance... :)

o ya....
for now i'm not going to talk about my class bbq...
coz its gonna be a long post...(which i don have time for it now...)
and i think it sux...
if it wldn't my cliques go.... forget bout me going....

now lets begin...

12 June
I was voted to be the most sensible person in class.
HAHAHA….
My other friends should be laughing by now… LOL… WHATEVER~
Hahahaha…
Nvm…

Well… Papaya, pissed me off as usual… Never mind…

I think my teacher should educated my classmates more on RESPECT!
Lets see…. How do you feel when when you are discussing something really urgent…. With your group…
And yet… ur group members is busy messaging… when they are not suppose to…
In a silent mode…. Maybe…. U still can tahun…. With ur ringtone on…. Seriously…
You are testing my patience….
The song was actually one of my fav… but bcoz… it irritates me now….
I’m DAMN PISSED… with that song….

I dunno wats the point of you having your ringtone on (when you are NOT suppose….) during lessons… ITS BASIC RESPECT RIGHT???!!! To silent your phone…
Are you trying to show off your ring tone….
WATS THE POINT SIA!!!! WA… seriously… you are really testing my patience…

And really… I hate doing group work now…
My group members has no sense of urgency…. For their work…
And it seriously affect me… I…. ARGH~!!!!

13 june.

i sometimes wonder... is my sec school activities a.... chain.... or maybe a.... string to keep us together.... i dunno... but... what i feel is... wen ever there's an sch activities.... that will always be the ONLY time will be gather ourselves together....
however.... despite our busy schedule.... we can still go out with our current cliques...
i wonder why....
its not tat i didn't try....
but.... sometimes.... i'm jus sick of getting rejected... answers like "i'm busy"....
haiiz.... but dunno why.... despite of all this.... i still love them....

I still LOVE my BUDDIES! my Nai! my Darlings...sweetheart... :)
i jus love my frens.... they jus keep me going...

ONE MORE THING!!!
Wats with the BBQ everybody is having ar…. Haiyo… within the 3 weeks… I have 3 BBQs…
i forseen there will be more....
Muahahaha.... LOL...
k... i'm done...

till here bye~

2009-06-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl....
Got a qn to ask....

How do a Girl starts an conversation with a guy....

LOL...
you might think is me... but its not...
i have this fren.... who i love...
is disturbing me... by asking me this qns....
HAHA... and i think it helps me in my module...
so... i guess... i shld do some researchs too... LOL...
on the other hand... give me a reference... IN FUTURE!!!!
WAHAHAHA....
it might come in handy... when Dec comes....
AHAHAHAHAH....
it might get wordy....
So.... IF you have any comment / advise.... Pls TAGG!!!!

For girls and ladies – of any age – interested in starting a conversation with a guy they like, there are two primary steps you need to take.
The first step involves overcoming your fears and other “inner game” problems, while the second step involves what you actually say.

Contrast talking with your friends to talking with a guy you like.
When you try to start a conversation with a guy, there are a million things you can talk about, but you do not talk about them because you feel vulnerable in being judged.
There are literally millions of things you can talk about, but you reason that,
“He’ll think I’m weird”,

“That’s a silly topic”, and

“I don’t like that”.

On the other hand, you don’t use this reasoning with your friends that chokes your conversations until they die.
This why it is important to sort out these inner game issues that prevent you from starting a conversation with the guy so that you can become a stronger woman that naturally attracts men.

haha...
tats my summary... for 1 of my research... haha...
but you can go check it out urself la... LOL...
no nid to shy de la...

http://www.earthlingcommunication.com/blog/how-to-start-a-conversation-with-a-guy.php

http://allwomenstalk.com/15-ways-to-start-a-conversation-with-a-guy-you-like/

male or female...
jus go read la... then see if it helps not lor... LOL...

k...
i'm done :)
Love you all~
*smiles*

2009-06-07T23:01:00.007+08:00

this weekend...

i didnt go out leii!!!....

felt so weird....

coz every weekend usually....

i'm with qh and bq...

but no plans... actually have la...

but coz...

i jus finish my exams...

a bit lazy to go out...

i spent my day.... watching video...

haha.... practically facing the com la... the whole day lor...

in between watch tv...

do a little house and home work...
yes... i repeat... HOUSEWORK!!!.... LOL...

i nid to tranfer room.. my "roomie?" has moved...

wahahaha....

so i tranfer to the room lor...

WALAO... the room... how do i describe leii...

...is either very digusting dirty.... or its just... digusting...

LOL... nvm... slowly move in...

gosh...

weekends... i realise...

neither can i stay at home the whole day...

-.-'''' my aunt will... nag...

nag bout anything under the sun...

even the heineken ad... she oso must comment bout it...

haiyoyo....

den if go out... no $$$$

*faint*

sometimes i wish its school day...

BUT!!!

having to face the.... payaya...

i wld rather be nag...

coz... my patience has slowly getting to the limit....

HAIYA!

spoil my mood... nvm...

back to what i was saying is...

first....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

i remembered.... jus tat i didn't blog bout it...

hehehee.... he...so.... cute... LOL...

nx...
LUO ZHI XIANG IS SO KIND la...

HE DONATED his OWN $$$ to the... charity... leii!!!!

i'm so lucky to be his fans... I LOVE HIM!!!

haha....

k done!

bye~

2009-06-06T00:09:00.005+08:00

i'm fine now~!

I LOVE THEM!

each of them... either call me... or chat with me...

I'm so happy to have them...

鈴木美奈子
my jap name... isn't tat cool~
LOL

2009-06-03T22:04:00.003+08:00

its very scary...

i am very scare....

really... its worst than the fear of "xiao qiang"...

i had a dream...
i kept apologising.... and u forgive...
we had lots of fun together....
you then felt pain... in ur chest....
and you mention you had another 2 more operations...

i forgot wat happen....
when i wake up...
i became really restless...
and is very unsure of what i was doing before...
i did random stuff...
then.... when i left my computer...
i remebered everything clearly...
images appear....
ur smile... ur hug... everything....
i started tearing...
and it wont stop....

I am REALLY SCARE!!!
the guit and the regret.... is really killing me....
i really want to fly beside you now... but i cant...

I MISS YOU~

2009-06-02T18:17:00.003+08:00

another desire added to my list...
gosh...

having them... seriously...
will make me depress...
WHY MAN!!!....
i seriously wanna see them in person...
i might not be able to be compare with their own... "NO.1 FANS"
but...
i will say... i would be their fans too... hai yoo...
ENUFF LA!!!

seriously...
i shld stop having desires... or any wishes...
well...
as my hopes get higher... it will get crash...
the higher it goes... the higher it will CRAASH....
and its seriously more than jus stabbing the knife in ur heart...
is like... haiiyoyo... very painful...

but... they seriously very SHUAI lor...
Haiis... DON HOPE!!!
Joyce new... motto...? vision?...

"No hopes & wishes.... Leads a Better Life..."

haiix...

kk... back to work...
Gotta Go STUDY!!!
my First TEST is TMR!!!!
GOODNESS... DAMN SCARE!!!

p.s. i jus wanna do well... and get over with my life...
Payaya... PLS!!!! STOP GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!!
thanks... :)

2009-06-01T21:34:00.004+08:00

YUP!
i changed a skin... haha... as if i peel it off hor...
i change my blog skin 1 post ago... haha..
cute rite...
disney princess in kimono...
nvm...

ok! update...
brief one la hor... lets see...

friday...

was very late for class....
my lecturer (CA) make a... "Voice out" session...ALMOST everybody say their unhappiness... and... of coz... my CA force me to say somethings which make me very scare... and i tear... some tear too... too emo~
den... "voice out for like... 2 hrs..." the end~
went lunch with my classmates... at bugis... (nice nasi lemak...join a stupid contestS)
went my sis's hse... watch Boys over flowers... (she practically waste my time la... LOL... disturb me only...)
end of my day~

SAt...

last min outing to Taka... pei Qh... BQ got go...
haiyooyoo... end up QH eat wrong things... practically sit at orchard mrt station toilet... and puke... haiyo yoo... make me and BQ so... worried...
sent qh home... me and BQ go eat... (LOL... we like... flies like tat... dunno wher to go...)
aft dinner... meet up with yana... go home together... (GOLDEN...Hotel? LOL)
the end~

Sun...

slack at home...
completed Boys Over Flowers...

(conclude... its very nice... i agree tat is better than taiwan and japan... >.< ... the storyline & the ending... i like... i oso LOVE...LOVE HOR...LOVE!!! KIM HYUNG JOONG!!! HE DAMN SHUAI.... ok...LOL...)

Mon

THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME!
'*Payaya" is SOOOO Getting on my nerves... (* a person... tat i know... tat is VERY YA YA)
my tests is coming... my holidays is coming...
i nid a JOB! I NEED $$$!

K...

practically... i'm done... HA!

p.s Drink More WATER Ppl.... Don Get SICK!

*smiles*

2009-05-28T19:52:00.007+08:00

Yea... back...

well... today...
was a long day....
but i didn't had any lessons practically...
MAYBE only 1... and a half...

the rest... we practically slack?... or theres no lessons....

ok well...
actually i have quite a few things to share....

Today's reflection...
i feel... today...
i practically act like...
ok i dunno...
but...
i had a nice time with my cliques today...
which its a gd thing la... of coz...
but what i feel is that...
something mite happen...
ok... i think too much...
i just feel its not for long la... scare scare...

NEXT...
My class... planned for a BBQ...(-.-)
well... my point of view...
the whole point of the BBQ...
its to plan for *themsleves... to BOND...
by now... you shld know i refering to ba...
the Majorty...
and i think...
they ask "us" for opinion... is for the sake of asking...
its just to show face to our teacher...
example....
they ask me for opinion on wat food i want...
well... i practically go for somthing i like...
and wat comes in my mind...
i said: "Corn.... ... Satay..."
well... tats wat i eat la...
and know wat...
they practically cancel it.. in the end...
coz some... in the majority... either don like...
or think its troublesome...

(sigh) as a result...
they have more cooked food... than raw food...
get wat i mean...?
i dunno why its called a bbq... when...
we have fried rice, nuggets, fried beehoon... and everything.
watever... i don care...

Next..
well... after the whole planning and everything...
some of us... ok wait... compare to the majority...
we are already the majority... (nvm)
we voice out on how we feel to the teacher...
the frustrations... and everything...
not all... but at least my frens let it out....
though... sometimes... i feel their words a bit too harsh...
but... some of it really... nvm... u know...

well... i really hope... there wont be any this kind of conflict lor...
although... true la... this is life lor...
CONFIRM got some ppl in your class...
tat makes you miserable... and really testing ur patience...

oya... talking bout that...
i think i cant be praise... haha... coz i feel... weird...
and i'll be thinking about it the whole day...
well... my fren say... my patience's level very high...
haha.... which i'm like... "you sure?!"

ya... LAST!!!
serious... u didn't read the above...
REad here... can?

one of my classmates have actually...
some relationship problem...
after this... i confirm... tat my desire for relationship...
has become a thing... i wld'nt want...
i feel... its really confusing... and complicated...
one more thing... and its seriously...
not anybody can give you advise one...

ur frens... and ppl tat are close to you...
they all... wont be able to tell you what you shld do nx and everything...
coz... usually wat they do.. is only to stay by ur side...
lend you their ears... and support you...

like for example...
if person A and B like each other... ok... maybe not like...
but... there are sparks between them...
den frens of A...
will say: "go la... since you like B... B oso like you... go steady la..."
den A was really miserable with B... den they'll go...
"break la break la... see you so miserable... break la..."

You get wat i mean.... like...
haiya... i really dunno la...
but if i relate my life to the scenerio in Meteor Garden...
(don care whether its Boys over flowers.... or watever...)
i wld... actually.... take the role of....
Huaze lei... or Yoon Ji Hoo...

Cause... i dunno... for... now...
i feel... its hard for me to... fall for someone...
i wonder why... haha...
but well... i'm VERY IN LOVE with...
-SHOW Luo... and F4 (taiwan)
-Kim Hyun Joong , Lee Min Ho (Korea)
-Ikuta Toma , oguri shin (Japan)
... and many more other boyfrens...

haha... so attached to them...
LOL... kidding.... but yea...
tats how i feel rite now....

have i change?.... O GOD! am i growing up???!!!!!
SHIIT!!!! LOL...
till here...
bye ppl...
love ya.

p.s. Tmr would be better... i hope.... :)
*smiles*

2009-05-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

:)

i have something to reflect...
well....
only today... i get this out myself...

i was thinking...

usually... MOST OF THE TIME la...
in my opinion...
people will think that....

What they desire... is what they want...

i mean like "duh" la...

and... sometimes...
our desire... cant really be fulfilled...

which sometimes seriously pissed me off...

but... i really dunno whats wrong with me... this days...
i feel...

what i desire... is not what i want...

don get what i mean...
thats why... i say... i'm weird...
LOL...

and i really think...
i Laugh SOO much in advance last week...
tat now... even if i laugh...
i'm laughing for the sake of laughing...
its just not me...

i dunno why...
but anyway...
my life in school... so far... its still ok la...
i'm just afraid... i might EXPLODE one day...
IF... somebody Step on my toes la...
and i mean... really STEP LA... till i cannot ta hun...

so far... i still can ta hun la...
which... tats good.... LOL...

*smiles*

2009-05-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

ahaha...

i'm going to this short...
LOL...
jus did another test...
which make me laugh...

"QH!!! I BOSS!!! HAHAHA"

8. Boss
Bosses are direct, independent, self assured and protective.
People see them as strong personalities.
They pleed for justice and honesty,
they have a strong sense of responsibility..
and they also have an attitude like
"Don't let them walk over you!" or "Hit back!".
They want to control the situation...
and that's why they want to know everything.
They are possessive.

RELATIONSHIPS: You appreciate frienship, but it's difficult,
because you want to dominate.
Power is very important to you.
It's hard for you to stand someone who wants to be the boss over you.
You don't commit that easy because of your independence.
But if you start a relationship, you are faithful.
For you, it's essential to have a fight in your lovelife.

FIXATION: vengeance

VICE: lust

VIRTUE: innocence

PROFESSIONS: manager, boss, director,...

HAHA.... am i???
nites...

2009-05-25T19:41:00.004+08:00

well well well...

i'm so tired... and bored...
(though i'm watching spider and sms-ing... not to mention using the com...)

i went face book do some personality test...
haha...
some really true lor...
but some like...
"huh?! no link leii" LOL...

i did the "What disney character are you...?

i did a similar one before... which is...

"What disney princess are you...?"

and i tell you... (-.-''')
both the result is... CINDERELLA...
LOL... nvm... play play la...
but den again... who knows... i mite be a cinderella... haha...
(yea rite..)

o ya...
and i did a... "is there anybody liking you" or something test...
haha... guess wat is the result...
CONGRATS!!! SOMEBODY IS INLOVE WITH YOU!!!

haha... tat make me laugh out loud...
i mean like... i have no crush now la...
oh wait...
maybe its true... mite be my darlings... HAHAH... BHB...

oh oh oh!!! and i did a... "who's your prince (nearly spell as price...) charming? test"
and know wats the result...
its Beast... HAHAH...
they say that... "he" is bad tempered... but his love for you... is endless.....
something like tat la... i mean like... "awww... so sweet..."
haha... coz i like beauty and the beast ma...

ok... after saying so many... many...
i seriously have to mention... tat... today... i had my napfa...
and know wat....
i ran to johor... took a ice cream stick...
and ran back to s'pore for a number tag... jus to ensure i went johor...

I SERIOUSLY WENT JOHOR!!!
and my leg nearly broke... i nearly melt my way through...
the weather was SOOO hot....
the teacher practically let us stand there for like 30 mins?...
never mind... one more thing tat i think its stupid...
is ....
tat there is a girl... who is nearly half dead...
who is practically leaning on her frens la...
never mind... she is already half dead rite... fainting rite?
her "CARING" and VERY "CLEVER" classmates...
practically crowd around her and ask her how is she... and watever...
oh... one of them (in the crowd) fan her using her towel...
i mean like...
if someone nids to breathe... you guys crowd around her...
HOW SHE BREATHE SIA... ??!!! i mean like...

duh...

kk...
never mind...
its none of my business...
coz... i seriously jus want to be an Nobody in my class la...
jus quickly get over with my school... and graduate...
ok... maybe i'm not... but... jus... wan to be a...
quiet girl tats name Joyce tats learning hospitality...

ok... nevermind...
its getting long...
till here...
bye guys....

*smiles*

2009-05-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHA...
ok... start of with a laugh...
well well well...

though i was really sad tat my sentosa trip is cancelled...
but...
i still continue my outing with BinQuan, Qinhan and Yana...
wahaha.
anyway... instead of going sentosa...
we went bugis... by right its jus a boring outing..
haha... by left... they are just there to pei me shopping la...

ANYWAY...
i had a BLAST... at LongJohn...
Lol...
funniest moment of my life this year man...

to think of it now...
i seriously dunno... really dunno...
wat am i laughin about...
i practically laugh everything tat is under the sun...
and above the sun... haha...
tats oso one of the joke... haha...

i can practically see someone... or something outside...
and laugh about it...
really leii... VERY FUNNY...
especially one person la...
WALAO!!! SEE HIm... CANNOT TAKE IT SIA!!!

the person is QINHAN!!!

HAIYO!!! that guy ar...
TaBoLei TAHUN...

make me... Laugh so much... (LTM!) Hahaha....

nvm...
anyway...
today went study... with my study grp...
i'm so happy...
they made the effort to come down city hall and study together....
haha... memories... all came back lor...
:) so happy...

ya...
tmr napfa test...
wish me luck yea...

Smiles*
Lots of Love... haha...

2009-05-22T13:30:00.004+08:00

Its all Me...

see if its true... LOL...

tag me... or msn? :)

i forgotten the qn... >.<

You Are An ESFP

The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.

A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. (am I?)

Am i REALLY Happy?

You Are Pretty Happy
You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.

But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.

Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.

Something is preventing you from being totally happy.

You just need to figure out what it is!

My Personality part 1 ?

You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.

You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.(O.O AM I?)

While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough.

At work, you do well in groups.

You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks. (did i?)

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficientWhen other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly

personality part 2?

You are Extroverted, Conscientious and Neurotic

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion.

You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.

Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.

But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time".

Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness.

Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.

In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.

And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.

Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism.

It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.

You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.

You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody.

Your either flying very high or feeling very low.

Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low.

You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.

You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.

While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

My Believes for Love?

You Believe that Love is Mysterious

When you think of love, you think of what could be possible in the future.

In love, you see things how they could be.

You are wrapped up in your own dreams.

If you are in love, you like to keep it a secret for a while.

It feels more special that way.

You are patient in love.

You are willing to wait for the right person and the right time.

My Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.

In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.

But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!

There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

(YANANA!!!! LOL)

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.

You tend to be the one with more power.

You aren't a total control freak in relationships..

But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.

This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.

It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.

In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

2009-05-21T20:39:00.011+08:00

yeah yeah~

hmm...

lets see... i really dunno why...

i've been feeling quite down lately...

i wonder why...
maybe due to the new environment... that i'm fiting in...

you know...

the school and stuff...

i don like...

i mean... i tried... i tried to like... really... i did...

but...

there are really somethings that you try to like...

but it jus make you dislike it...

you get wat i mean...

and its not like... you "tell" the someone...

and it will change tat kind you know...

and seriously... i think... they really cannot be compared to my FRIENDS...

COZ MY FRIENDS... ALL OF THEM...

THEY ARE RELLY NICE...

sorry to say...

i think... puting them in the same place...

insults them in the place in my heart...

and i really hope there wont be any... conflict in class...

but... its like...

haiya... i cant stand them... seriously...

rmb the debate i mention...

GOSH... today... has another grp doing debate...

the qn is...

something bout hotel rates in s'pore is overcharge" or something...

wen it opens to the floor...

practically... nobody ask qns... i mean like...

WTH!!!

nvm...

i'm accepting the fact... that they are like tat la...

i'm actually ok with them...

being individual...

but not in a grp...

seriously...

me myself think is wrong to blog bout them...
but... i seriously mean nothing...
this is jus how i feel...

next...

ok...

maybe feeling down is maybe caused by my "auntie" visitng... LOL

maybe la..

but i think... the drama... METEOR GARDEN...

plays a part too...

well... i've watched all three...

well maybe... the korea one... is in progress...

i watch it on tv...

after all...

i still like taiwan one... (MY OPINION)

but i like the korean guys oso la...

but then... it ALWAYS... make me have the feeling..

which say... "i like the taiwan one..."

i dunno why got this comparison la...

seeing the korean one... make me miss the taiwan version alot...

maybe its F4... the First Chinese Singers i like...

they are the ones who make me INTO chinese songs...

SERIOUS!!!

last time... i'm a "ang Mo" type... WESTLIFE... BRITNEY...

then... besides... tat...

i've oso recap my childhood...

by watching movies... like...

The Little MerMaid... part 1 AND 2

Mulan... part 1 only...

BEAUTY & THE BEAST...

THUMBELINA...

all in 1 day... 1 afternoon to be exact...

ya...

and 1 more...

i recap... dunno how many times already... maybe 10?

Taiwan meteor garden... both part 1 and 2...

i can memorise the script already... haha...

no la... i think...

i'm using tat to make me cry la...

cry out my emotions that i kept deeply in my heart...

but i only teared slightly... and it only relieve like... a bit...

ahya... better then nothing...
i've been wanting to go to the beach...

let it out...

tell the the sea... how much i miss everyone...

and how much ppl has changed...

how i wan my memories to revive...

really hope i can go sentosa...

though its not with my VERY loved ones... as in... my BFFs..

but i'm ok la... coz i oso going with ppl tat i love...

ok... wait... i shld rephrase..

I HOPE I "MIGHT" be going...

well... scare something crop up... make everything cancelled...

watever... u know...
kk... GOSH!!!...

my post is so long...

anw...

i'm searching yea... searching for a skin tats me... LOL...

blog skin i mean...

till here...

bye ppl...

LOTS OF LOVE...

*smiles*

i really miss...

especially...

2009-05-19T20:41:00.008+08:00

okok...
due to past few days...
very lazy to blog...
i've decided to repay... by blogging more today... haha...

oh ya...
first thing first...

HAPPY BELATED TO MABEL...

Next...
i've been finding some new blogskins la...
cant find stitch!!! damn shit...
anyway... i might try new skins oso...
must seriously find one skins...
which shows... ME... regardless of my childish la... my idolise la... my fantasy la...
VERY HARD YOU KNOW!!!
so... stay tune yea... hahah...

NEXT...
i redo a "DO YOU REALLY KNOW ME" tests... haha...
go try...

To: Yus, Nai, Selena, JAmie...

You guys fail... you guys really get it from me ar...
especially to NAI and JAMIE!!!

Create your own Friend Test here

LAst...
i'm going to share a taiwan cancer ad....
i quite like it la...
my purpose... its not... ask you guys to do donation... or watever...
but... Love Life... :) (very random...)

2009-05-19T19:41:00.005+08:00

Another Day Out...

with Taka cliques...

(I STILL MISS MY BUDDIES... VERY VERY MUCH...)

go vivo... FINALLY LA!!!

LOL... but guess wat... they practically cheat me to watch movie...

watch movie never mind la...

watch wat you know!!! WATCH HORROR SIA!!!

UNINVITEDdamn it... i even think "TAKEN" is scary... (though is a thriller...)

i admit i'm a timid ok...

never mind... since... me, Yana and Jiamin feedback didn't work...

we jus go with the flow...

LUCKY...

i have one of my sweetheart beside me...

or i'm so... gonna... watever i will be...

(practically... QH and ZW don wan to sit with me... coz they scare i tear their shirt... and for xiaomi and xueli... i don wan to sit with them... they just wanna laugh at me being scare la...)

but i have to share with Jiamin la... cox she oso scare...

but practically...

i watch the whole movie without my specs or my eyes closed when the scary part comes la...

but i still get to understand it...

watever la... Yana was so scare... tat one of the part she scream...
HAHAH... which practically QH and ZW thinks its me la... DAMN! LOL...

my sweetheart was trying his best to scare me... but instead he scare jiamin...

haha... the outcome.. tio pinch by her... LOL...

anyway... the movie... i think ok ok only lor... despite the horror la..
i really think its ok ok only la...
but the ending... a bit... shocking la...
hmm... i think.... if got money... den watch la...
watch for the sake of watching la... LOL...
or... wait for dvd lor...

then after movie we chilled at coffee bean lor... repay my "debts" to QH!!!
den chat chat... photo... chat chat... laugh laugh...

BLah blah...

den go home...

anyway...i had fun la... i enjoyed myself...
but... after reflecting... i'm not a good girl...
haiix... not tat i disobey my mum... but...
character wise la... well... YANA is gonna nag at me again....

NEVER MIND!!! coz... i think tats me?... LOL... MY DARLINGS MA...

p.s during the movie... we saw a trailer... I'm SERIOUSLY WARNING them man...
if you guys were to cheat me to watch that show... i'll make sure... i WHACK YOU to HELL!!!
LOL....i'll seriously make sure.... from long sleeve go in... sleeveless come out...

k la...till here...
p.s more photos will be uploaded again yea!!!
anyway... you can go anybody above who has blog... they post photos lor... all the photos are the SAME... haha...

Lots of love...

*smiles*

2009-05-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

haiiz haiiz haiix... my network has been down lately...
FINALLY ITS UP!

LOL...
anyway...
gotta say the first things first...

i really gotta say...

LUO ZHI XIANG SHOW!!! i really support him...

(you guys mite think i'm childish... let it be...)

SERIOUSLY...
with all the negative reports... it just make me support him even more...

I really LOVE HIM!!!
XIAO ZHU JIA YOU!!! :)

kk nx...
i cant believe it... i actually survive my debate session...

my debate qn is...
"Having 2 integrated Resort is too many for a small country like singapore"

walao... i tell you... my team is... the PROPOSITON...
means i agree...
my opponent... haiix... its really... i tell you...
its not like... they are the research type... ... they are the... "majority"...
they had supporters practically...
nvm...

MY GOODNESS!!!
i tell you how's its like...
b4 the debate... the preparations and everything...
my internet is DOWN! ASS~~~~ RITE!!!
like.... wat the....
den a lot of research i have to rely on my team mate...
i'm sort of like the one who... like voice out on which is important and everything...
another team mate... well... she is jus a team mate... >.<

DURING THE DEBATE...
its only the introduction of the speakers...

3/4 of my class... which is practically Malays... i mean... no offence...
but the other kind... of malays... minahs.. and everything... my class is filled with them...
maybe a bit advance and educated kind... ahya... u know wat i mean...
my opponents won... like... each sentence they say... they cheer....

(GOSH.. i miss 5G!!! ok nvm me...)

i was actually the last speaker...
and i think everybody was nervous... my team mates sort of like crop up everything...
which i'm ok with it... nervous ma... cannot blame...
but seriously... i was the MOST calm one... lol... i cant believe it....
i was SOOOO calm... tat i didn't even talk... LOL...
but i did fight back when...
MOST OF MY CLASSMATES SHOOT ALL OF THEIR QUESTIONS TO MY GROUP!!!
i mean like... sigh.... nvm...
worst thing is.... my mates cant think fast...
i'm the one ansering ALLLL THE QNS...

BEST PART...
one of team mates cant stand the pressure....
she stand... and "ASK" them a qns...

"WHY ARE YOU GUYS SHOOTING US QUESTIONS ONLY ARR?!!! I MEAN LIKE SHOOT THEM ALSO LA..."

HA... every body was like... ... O.O huh?!
LOL.... i was like.... "dots... wats that for..." in my heart...
i then told her to sit down... (she went toilet anw... to... oh... i mean contact lens...)
in the mean time... the ppl who ask qns... trying to make their stand...
so i say... "ITS OK.... coz tats wat a debate is for..."
haha.... i kept my cool you know!!!

u know ar... in my heart i was actually CRYING!!!! CRYING FOR YUS!!! 5G!!! my NAI! my BUDDIES.... wth... its the first time i feel... FEEL so.... No SUPPORT... u get wat i mean...
like... wa... like... SAD LA...

nvm...
after saying tat... i thot would be like a disaster you know...
instead... my "classmateS" say.... "tats the spirit man... wa... i like you seh..."
i'm like... huh?!... my other classmate still say... "HERO arr...."

LOL... humble humble me...
ahya.. then it ended...
my teacher conclude saying that debate is .... blah blah blah... no hard feelings.... blah blah blah...
Joyce did really well in keeping her cool.... (hahah) blah blah blah.... and the winning team is the opposition...

CONCLUSION...
my team LOST... and i'm a SURVIVAL! LOL...
wa liao... seriously...
i can seriously win them man...... really...
just let me change my team mates a little...

let me have... YUS.... DANIEL... my FAV. Asyraf (not my class the ashraf)...
and maybe DingHuang... or... ZHIWEI.... HAHAH...

I TELL YOU!!!
i don think i would lose to my classmates lor...
not that i'm boasting la... haha... a little la...
but if i would have a chance... i would seriously prefer this ppl i mention above...
coz... the above ppl... are really good speakers...

but well... its an experience la...
the debate really... no hard feelings... i just think...
maybe my team mates take it too personal... if its me the LAST TIME...
i think... haha.... i'm be the one having "eye infections"... LOL...
but then again i'll really learn from it...

till her ppl...
LOVE ya...

p.s going out tmr... woohoo~

SMILES~

2009-05-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

i had a fun time today...
web cam-ing...LOL...
I webcam with almost 5 ppl today... ahahaha...

haiis...
I jus love them...

anyway...
tmr is mother's day...

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~~!!!
hope every mother had a blessful day with her children...
LOVE YA MUMMY!!!

and... o ya... not forgetting...

YANANANANANANANA....

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY TO TO YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU You~..

stay happy always yeah! muacks!

*smiles*

2009-05-09T19:24:00.002+08:00

Lol...
dedications to my love once....

2009-05-07T21:34:00.005+08:00

Today highlight...

field trip to parkroyal hotel...

reflection:

-was really interesting...

-really hope to work in the hotel industry one day
-quote of the day... "have to have the passion & interests... the drive... to serve ppl.." so to in be in he hotel la...

NEXT..

i'm very pissed bout 2 of my sec sch mates...

goodness... i thot they were my frens...

i cant believe they actually said that...

gosh...

seriously yea...

BEWARE!!! i'll be EVEN MORE SUCCESSfulTHAN YOU!!!

WATCH IT!

yucks... i really felt digusted...

nvm...

NEXT!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE YINGTING!!! aka PikaCHU!!!

LOVE YOU!!! MISS YOU TOO...

ALL THE BEST YEA!!!! JIA YOU for your A level...!!!

anw...

i have randomly search for chicken little chinese version ...

and photos on stitch... haha...

DAMN CUTE!!! really!!!

Ting~

this... FOR YOU... LOL...

wa sei... *FAINT...
how wish someone cn draw these out for me... LOL...

(hinting all gd in art... oya... and i said THESE... not this... LOL)
HAHAH...kidding la..

CUTE RITE...

i wan to find the jigsaw ar... DAMN CUTE.

anway...tats all...
*smiles*

2009-05-06T22:37:00.001+08:00

dedicate this songs to my beloved Frens for life...
HAHA

2009-05-04T21:01:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA....

i've completed ToGETher le...
yeah~! LOL

the ending is satisfyin la... LOL...
compared to tat kind of... stupid ending... LOL...
but... i think is really funny lor... LOL... damn Lame la... haha...

LAUGH MY LUNGS out...
must watch yea!!!

OYA OyA! not to forget... i like the song too!!!
very nice... MO Mo...
its my ring tone since the show started haha...

ENJOY ppl...
anyway...
i really shld learn to be independant...
coz... if not... i will think i'm being left out...
well... coz... as i said.. i'm quiet... whic is like SOOO not ME!
>.<>

2009-05-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

kk...

Back to update... or else...
Yana is gonna nag & nag agn...
she's always nagging bout me... spamming her blog... nv update my blog...
this and tat... LOL

anyway...
HAD AN DAY OUT WITH MY BUDDIES!!!
goodness... it jus make me miss them even more after the whole outing...

nvm.
its Selena's bro's BBQ...
lol... Long rite... but yea... she invited us...

haha...
that place its at hougang tat area... in which...
me and nai had to take bus 88... at AMK..
HA!
but besides going to hougang... we went...TPY!!! LOL...
and only when we were reaching the interchange den we realise... HAHA..

Nx... well we take the wrong side rite... so we take back... and guess wat...
wen we reach AMk... AGAIN!!!.... we decided to take a cab... haha...
like... LAME RITE!!! LOL...

in between.... its a longer story... LOL

wen all of us has reached...
GROUP HUG!!! hahah...
we chat... we eat... we eat... we play... we go toilet...
and i tell you...
i jus cant help to embraress myself... like... AGAIN!!!

no 1.
due to Yus cant eat anything ther...
i've decided to bbq some Marshmallow.... though i dont eat...
but coz tats the only thing my budd can eat... SOO...
i took some sticks... and started pokin... i didn't even think of how many shld i put...
so... i jus poke...
poke finish...1 stick have bout 4-5 HAHA!!!
poke finish... everybody ask...
"WA... so greedy ar..." me and aybin is like... "huh?! greeddy meh?"

LOL.. den we know!!! we are suppose to poke 1 or 2...
so to let it melt or something...LOL...
haha...
den me and aybin jus poke poke... kk... NVM... this is still ok...

no.2
i mention we went toilet rite...
GOSH!!!!
anw... we have this habit tat we lock our frens inside the cubical...
SOO....
i thot Yus was inside the cubicle... cox... she very urgent... den i THOT she went in..
so wen i hear... tat "SHE" is coming out... i hold the door knob...
I hold once... den i realise... the reaction its so wrong... so i let go...
jus wen i let go... i turn behind... YUS IS BEHIND ME!!!
WHICH MEANS SHE IS NOT INSIDE!!! WTH!!!!
PAISEII SIA!!!
NVM LEII... WORST THING IS... THE PERSON TAT I PRANK...
ITS... SELENA'S BRO THE FREN!!!
WA LIAO...

kk...back...
nvm if u guys don understand... LOL...

anyway....
i'm really REALLY REALLY REALLY really happy to see them...
coz... after being separate to different schs...
we seriously hadn't got the time to meet...
we don even have the time to TALK ON THE PHONE LARR...
and i SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY MISS THEM AAAAAAAAAAAAA LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTT

I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!!!
MAUCKS to my buddies.

ILOVEYOUAYBINLEEE....
ILOVEYOUNURYUSSYAHIDAH....
ILOVEYOUSELENAGAN....

p.s pictures will be uploaded maybe tmr... coz nid editing... hahah...

*Smiles guys!*
*cherish your frens yea!!!*

2009-05-02T15:28:00.001+08:00

i've things to say...

i miss my frens...

haiya...

wher are they sia...

2009-05-01T23:12:00.011+08:00

ITs another outing again...

this time....

we have QIUJIN, BinQuan, QinHan, Jiamin, Xueli, Xiaomi...

we went... TAKA... coz QH wanna go see his seniorS...

we planned to eat Seoul Garden...

the outing... there's lots of ups and downs la...

miscommunication here and there... which i don feel like talking about it... coz its over.

anyway... was really nice to see Qiujin....

very long see her le...

MISS HER LOTS!!! MUACK!!!

haha... den we went to see yana, jin xiong and angel la... our closer one...

and and...

our conversation dmn funny la... very random la... haha...

we talk bout "ahlianS"... haha

and i conclude...

YAna... "Malay Mina learning chinese, but suck at it Ah Lian"... hahah.

QiuJin... "Fierce...English educated, half CHi-na and hokkien Ah lian"... LOL

Joyce (me)... "A mix of english, chinese, malay, hokkien educated Ah Lian"

haha... damn long...

nvm...

i think... i jus let the pictures speaks la...

Xueli... jus cant kick her habit... haha... kiddin...

After this meal... i seriously feel... you can really see who cooks... and who dont... HAHAH....

this an precious take!!! QH... jus don even allow us to take Photos... LOL....

mite as well take with BinQuan... lol...

Jiamin & Xueli

On the way home...
grp photo... no qiujin la... coz she left wen we ent for dinner...

kk...
done...
Love my Friends...
*smiles*

2009-04-30T22:25:00.002+08:00

HAHA...

last min did a Test...
try it...haha... if you got a face book la...

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=541007&key=YC96

ANWAY!!!

my day today....
is both happy and sad la...

Happy
-it rains...
reason: weather has been really hot...

-PLAYED BADMINTON!!!
reason: My class mates ask if i often play badminton... LOL its been AGES since i touch it!

-had a Debate in class...
reason: i like?

-i'm going out tmr..
REason: i get to see my frens... who know me of who i am?

Sad
-It rains...
Reason: forgot to bring umbrella... ella.... ella... eh... eh...

-was being left out...
Reason: as if i was living in my own world

-Debate
Reason: I've got Lots of questions... but... my classmates... seems not ready... she gave me a LOOK. ASShole...

-......... something jus happen.....
REason: ITS CONFUSING!!! CoMPLICATED!!! and i don wish to tEll YOU!!!

sigh...

ya... back to me again...
lucky got Yana and my frens to msg me...
or else...
you know!!!
i went home alone today...
haiix... ppl who know me...
i don like going home alone... at least must have someone pei me walk to MRT? or...
ahya... i jus don like la...

NVM...
i'm HOME...
kk...
gtg le...
BYE...

ANYWAY... besides loving and missing you all...
i wld like to wish you all...

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY!!! ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS yea!!!

*smiles*

2009-04-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

I'm the type of girl to look you dead in the eye-eye
I'm real as it come if you don't know why I'm fly
Seen you tryna switch it up but girl you ain't that dope
I'm a Wonder Woman, let me go get my rope
I'm a supermodel and mami, see mami
Amnesty International got Bangkok to Montauk on lock
love my ass and my abs in the video of "Promiscuous"
My style is ri-dic-dic-diculous, 'diculous, 'diculous

If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)
Wanna see you work your body
(So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

When Timbo is in the party, everybody put up they hands
I get a half a mil' for my beats, you get a couple gra-an-and
Never gon' see the day that I ain't got the upper hand
I'm respected from Californ-I-A, way down to Japan
I'm a real producer and you just a piano man
Your songs don't top the charts, I heard 'em, I'm not a fa-an-an
Niggas talkin' greasy, I'm the one that gave them they chance
Somebody need to tell them that they can't do it like I can

If you see us in the club, we'll be actin' real nice
If you see us on the floor, you'll be watchin' all night
We ain't here to hurt nobody
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Wanna see you work your body
So give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

Could you speak up and stop mu-mumbling, I don't think you came in clear
When you're sittin' on the top, it's hard to hear you from way up here
I saw you tryin' to act cute on TV, "Just let me clear the air..."
We missed you on the charts last week, damn, that's right you wasn't there
If se-sexy never left, then why's everybody on my shi-it-it
Don't hate on me just because you didn't come up with it
So if you see us in the club, go on and walk the other way
Cause our run will never be over, not at least until we say

LOL....
cannot stand it la...
LOVE THIS SONGS.... ITS AGES...
BUT I LOVED IT!

2009-04-28T22:53:00.004+08:00

k back...
lets see...wat should i talk about...

today...ok...

today i tio irritated by yana...
she off... bloody damn sian...
she has been entertaining me with her =P....
ARGH!!! super IRRITATING LA!!! HAHA... but she SUPER LIKE IT....

haha... den its Qinhan "sir" ...
lol...i have been mistaking fri as a fri...LOL...
instead of a GOOD fri....get wat i mean? haha...

ok...i miss my frens...
i maybe shld says something bout my class-mates...
well well... i have some classmates...
which i really don like...i have 1...
which is really quite yaya papaya...
ARGH! and i'm going to be in the same grp with her...
for like... 2 yrs...haiix... have tolerate... no choice... love my course..
there are some frens... who... really wan me not to like them...
haha...don get it rite... nvm. ignore me. ha...

anyway...

DEAR GNAY GNEM,

you seriously have a choice to be free...but yet...
you choose to join... this dance... that music... that... watever la...
its up to you... anyway... seriously...do not complain to me tat you are tired... and busy... i seriously am tired of me asking you out... and you say you not free or you are tired...
then slowly...
we have no contacts... u wld say it wont happen...
but i tell you now... i wont like it. I DON LIKE YOU TO BE SO BUSY!!!
you nid to rest... coz every now and then... you oso nid to travel!

haiix... anyway... tats how i feel...

love and always miss you...

Till here guys...
LOVE ya all...
*smiles*

2009-04-25T15:38:00.003+08:00

HEY....
i think i shld share this... haha...
i jus did a personality test wks ago i think...
it jus says bout myself... i think its bout 80-90% true...
LOL...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (hahaha... straightforward ar. so serious....LOL)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (HAHAHA... smart worr...)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (hahaha.)

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (HAHAHA... is it?! i dunno.... LOL)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (^^)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (hmm hmm...)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(haha...is it?!)

Tats all... if i can find the url... (coz i forgot wher is it le...)
i'll post it... got the result liao... must share worr ...
byeee~

haha... i guesss its just ends today...
it started and it ended...
i'm always in this kind of situation...
so i shld get use to it...LOL
why wld i wan other ppl to get invovle in my life...
wen my life is as normal as can be...
i shld let things stick to the usual way...:)
maybe i wld be happier this way...

2009-04-24T20:11:00.007+08:00

haiyoyo...

know wat ppl...

i really have really GOOD FRENS sia.... i'm seriously very fortunate...

haiix...

its so sweet to know that...

i'm not the only one who miss them....as in... its not one-sided miss...

but everybody is missing each other...

i SERIOUSLY LOVE THEM LOTS...

i really wish... and hope... they do well... and in future...

they'll meet a really gd person.... and marry... haha... too far...

JAMIE!!!

don worry yea... JIAYOU!!!

the stress will soon be gone... you still have ME... YUS... FISH (which i dunno where is she now...haha) AYBIN... furthermore... now you have JIAMIN with you wat...

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

i'll be here always yea!!! msg me... i can msg one... in class... like last time... HIDE!!!

YEA?! stay strong yea?! WE BOTH JIAYOU TOGETHER!!!

MUACK MAUCK...

photos + an video... our memories!!!

MY GOD!!! we are damn short!!! HAHA but i taller...

*smile*

end...

awww....

MY TIMBERLAND!!!! woohoo~! hahaha :)

2009-04-23T21:21:00.002+08:00

anw....

i got a new d.s dog....
this time i got a boy...

okok... anyway.... my first d.s dog was...
a husky... she is "Yumi"....
now bout 1 yr? LOL...
she don really have a birthday la... haha...

and now... though if my sis know... she will scold me la... coz...
its her d.s. ... ahya.. long story...

ahya... but i jus saw this new breed la... in my d.s la... nitendogs...
its a minature schnauzer...
he has the special colour amoung the grp... besides... he has a heart shape on his chest...
SO CUTE LOR!!! LOL...
and his name is TIMBY!!!

haha...
he is cute cute oso...
if i can get a pic of them... i'll post it!!!! YUMI!!! TIMBY!!!
muahahaha...

p.s all minature schnauzer in the game has a heart shape hahaha....

ANYWAY...
i jus did a dumbest thing.... and it always link to YANA!!! DAMN HER! LOL...
inside joke! TIMBY!!! AHHH CHOOO!!!

2009-04-22T18:25:00.003+08:00

lalala~

wa... nearly cant blog bout today...

blogger got problem...Phew... nvm...

this few days got 2 things tats been really killing me...

like i mean REALLY KILLING ME...

first is the weather la...

which i'm not blaming anybody...

jus feel... that the earth is really sick...

and ppl is not doing anything bout it...

haiix...

well... ppl... Drink more water yea...!

second thing...

GOSH... i tell is MOSQUITO!!!

wa!!! i tell you ar...

within 3 days... i killed almost 10 !!!

and their all tackle me in 2 - 3 sia...

wa!!! super hate it.... i even went my to the "mama" shop..

to get the medicated oil... coz i don like scratching....

don like to leave marks...

ahya... my blood sweet... tats why... HAHA.

furthermore... i losing blood lor!!! cant bear to let them suck anymore....

haha...

anyway...

i change my blog song...

its jolin's album...

i think her album not bad leii... i'll give a 3.5
coz there are some songs... i really like... lol...

like REal man ar.... flower butterfly?... HA!...

dunno wats the english name la... LOL...

but can listen la... different ppl got different taste lor...

but no harm listening it rite?

kk... write till here...

bye...

P.S. DRINK MORE WATER...

P.S. i get to meet SELENA this sunday!!! woohoo... hope i can go meet her!!!

*smiles*

2009-04-21T20:36:00.004+08:00

after a idoli-sious post... HAHA...
wat am i talking man.... nvm me...

anyway... gonna talk bout my life again...
HAHAH...
well... have been having school...
if yea dunno wher i been to...
well... i'm proud to say tat i've been posted to clementi ite...
Hospitality Operation...

NOT NURSE!!!! there's nth to do with hospital!!!

well...its all bout hotel management...
i LOVE it la... i mean tats my dream la... haha...
i cant go temasek poly to learn... might as well learn from ite.... LOL...
damn cool~ really love my course... ^^
but i'm seriously not use to the class i'm in...
well... there are mostly malays.. in our class... (no offence...)
and... maybe its only the beginning of the school year...
we jus don really click... (yana! ya know... "click"... hahaha)

well...
i think i jus concentrate on my course can liao...
GOsh... i think its like so interesting la...
cant wait to work in the future...

i'm going to learn bout - business...
-handle customer (lucky i have experience... TAKA!!! THANK YOU!!!)
-wash toilet...(-.-'''hahaha) as in make the bed... (kk... i had totally forgotten wats is it call...)
- ..... i forgot la... i only kow is damn cool LA....

and know wat...
i think... my frens will be shock if i say this...
i actually miss doin maths... and learning chinese....
LOL...

nvm...
haiix...
anw... i miss my buddies aLOT lor... nt mention frens frm taka...

YUSSS!!!! NAII!!!! SELENA!!!! MEIYU!!!! JAMIE!!!! JIAMIN!!!!DING!!!
EVERYBODY TATS IN MY HP AND MSN!!! (>.<)

QIUJIN!!!QINHAN!!!BINQUAN!!!JINXIONG!!!YANA!!!XIAOMI!!!XUELI!!!JIAMIN!!!ANGEL!!!CLARANCE!!!FELIX!!!WEISHENG!!!JAMES!!! JASMINE!!!

and last but not least...

my TIMBERLAND~~~!!! *CRY* ARHHHHHH~~~~

LOL...
you cant imagine... how much i missed them la...
haiix...
i miss them so much... tat i count down to the days i'm going to meet them again la...
which is... countless... coz .... we hadn't plan... HAIIX...
but i still got msg them la...
MUST KEEP IN TOUCH!!! LOL...
i still msg yana and jinxiong... haha... disturb them to pei me in class... LOL...
my bill is sooo gonna burst la... LOL....

really miss you guys...*tear*

p.s is this a long post... haha... very lazy to summary leii...

anyway... jus wish them and myself all the best lor... really hope we could meet up soon... :)

*smiles*
LOVE YOU ALL!!!

its only been few days...
tat i found out there's some connections between us...
haha...knowing you... is just an eye candy during work...
but seriously...i wld really like to know you as a fren...
but i cant get myself to have the courage...
to... get ur contact...
maybe i'm easily influence... but... this is also part of me...
as in... no courage...
i hate this whole regret feeling man...
it sux... coz to be honest... ... nvm...
its fate la... anw... nice knowing you for a few days...
though i don really know ur name... :)
some says..."fate is in our hands..." but i've tried...
but fate is seriously not with me... :")
well... i'm jus gonna live with it...
THANKS~
anw... i'm Joyce...

2009-04-21T20:23:00.001+08:00

MY idol part 2…

LUO ZHI XIANG SHOW

First reason… of course he’s damn good looking la… *faint LOL… I mean he can really sing and DANCE…
I’m not saying his the best… but… he really dance his soul out… even if he sings… his songs are nice wat...

2nd… his love for his fans, friends and not forgetting his family… really touched me lor…
Having to have a slightly similar family background…. I think I should learn from him…
Be it his hard work and his passion for his singing and dancing…. HE SO COOL~ haha…

3rd… he is really truthful… towards his fans… not talking bout rumours la… of course. Lol…
Actually there’s not many specific reason why I like him la…seriously…
But sometimes me myself also cant stand the things he did to XiaoGui… in 100% entertainment…

…. But we know… he don mean it… >.< LOL…

p.s. I know i’m not a pro… but I jus wanna let you know the reasons why I go goo goo gaga over him… hahaha

2009-04-16T18:34:00.003+08:00

lets see...
besides...
having to be miserable nowadays or even more often in the future...

today... wth...i had to seriously say gd bye to my timberland...

"Bye... Timberland..."

anw... i only allow my CLOSER FRENs TO know bout this timberland...
and now... there is even OUTSIDERS knowing it...

how i feel... is tat... is not really a joke but... its jus some fun things i do with my fren... and letting the... oh... wat the *^$!#$%#$% never mind... forget it...
wats been done has been done...
explainin so much wont change things and its jus makin me look worse....
im like Wat the $#!^$%&

i shld jus summarise it ...

I'm feeling DAMN SUCK-Y, moody, SUPER SAD, SUPER ANGRY...
but lucky Yus is there to chat with me in msn...
awww... miss my frens la...

2009-04-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

lets see...
i shld not blog bout my misery stuff today...
though i'm really tired...
and really miss my FRENS... regardless of whether is my nai, Yus, selena and jamie... even meiyu...
or even... MY TAKA FRENS!!! and my fav. sercurity guard...

nvm...
anw...
i jus wanna say...

THANKS XIAOMI... for the Brownie cheese cake...

Thanks Binquan and Jin xiong... for accompanyin me eat dinner...

and... last but not least... the REAL thing i gonna say is...

MY TIMBERLAND WAVED AND SMILED AT ME!!!
WAHAHAHA...
and Yana's TIMBERLAND WENT TO HER COUNTER!!! LOL...

but most of all...
MY TIMBERLAND NOTICE ME!!!

GOSH!
i'm damn happy...
happy~ SHALALA~~ ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY~ SHALALA~~
Laugh Out LOUD!!!!

*smiles*

2009-04-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN BAO!!!

stay happy yea...

p.s for jamie...
WTH... 1 yr older still so kaka ar? nanny younger than you... still your nanny... LOL... (huh?! no~ link leii!)

HAHA...

2009-04-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

new environment...
new school...
new friends...
new self???

(pls not! i dun wanna grow up! i don even wanna turn 18!)

gosh...
i'm already missing my frens...

2009-04-11T00:28:00.013+08:00

unposted photos posted...

SENIOR SENIOR citizens?

Siao Char Bos...

ok... Yus is trying to fly...(wonder women) Aybin... me... ok SELENA... Brainstom! haha...

wonder wats with Selena's face...

yus and i is still having pop corns in our mouth! LOL

our 2nd day sleeping location... haha... tats more to the ending of the day... before... its not like this...

wats with Donovan's face. HA!

'09 Ex band seniors...

sec 1s, Mrs Nathan, Ex seniors... and EX ex seniors... LOL

My buddies...

2009-04-09T00:31:00.016+08:00

HEY HEY~~

i'm out again...

with James, Weisheng, Binquan, Qinhan and Xiaomi...

LOL....

lets see... wats more can we do...

go taka...(AS USUAL)

eat...

walk...

watch movie... Shinjuku incident

4 stars of violence! 3 star for the whole story... it really test the actors acting... quite nice... and i heard... Jacky chan really cried... coz he really went into his own chracter... its really a show of BETRAYED and FRIENDSHIP ... i'm not a fan for violence show la... but... lucky the storyline is good lor... :)

walk...(james left)

eat...

take photo...

go home...

WOOHOO~

enjoyed the day.... HAHA...

very brief hor... LOL...

coz if i wanna post i can really post lots!!!

but well... QINHAN COMMENTED... tat if he read blogs tat are too wordy...

he close window....lol....

so have to be super brief...

but well...

have to oso state my reflections of the day....

hmm... i felt guilty... (secret)... sad... coz... its like... really mite be the last time we hang out together... coz... go army one.. go army... go sch one go sch... all busy of their own stuff...

well...

JAMES!!!! NV TAKE PICTURE!!! so angry... LOL...

nvm...

here's some photos... haaha...

we look as if we watch race to the witch mountain rite... HAHA... no.

HA! Qinhan... trying to get the girl to be with him...

Super FORMAL n1

Super Formal n2

HAHA... take 1

TAKE 2

Getting bored...
XIAOMI~ ... main focus... HER EYES!

HAHA... KA NI..... cunning... haha

the guys... LOL... QINHAN~ so cute... LOL...

on the way home... bin quan is the photographer...

i enjoyed myself!!!

THANKS... i'll rmb all of you!!!

*smiles*

2009-04-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

hey hey...
here to blog...HAHA....
(warning... its a little wordy... so... if u wan briefly... read the purple. HA!)

today wasn't the happiest happiest day of my life...
but its just one of the happiest day i had in my life after this year has started... HAHA...

today is MCB central judging... so... we go check it out... there were lots of good band... but ended up 1 gold, 1 bronze, the rest silver...
yea... and MCB maintained its silver...

WOOHOO~!CONGRATS!

nx~after the competitions...me and my buddies went out lor... have breadfast... and everything...we went to eat PRATA HSE!!!

wahaha...its been ages lor...since we really sat down and have fun...
SELENA had a sudden hyper mood... LoL...
after we started with a "FART" joke...LOL
then we go fareast lor...
on the wat there...the time wen we are in the bus 132... i really wish the time stops there... LOL...
its like... though we are a little noisy... but... its like we are really living in our own world... :) the feeling its really great!

at far east... shop shop... wonder wonder...

after fareast... we went to "no life " place...LOL...
Paragon and Taka... (-.-'') HAHA...
we just went to find our seniors... and check out the swim suit sales....LOL...
den selena... after the SUPER HYPE up moment... she went... really really tired... HAHA...

after tat selena went home... and we continued our journey at Marina...one of our favourite "LEI-PA" place... Milenia Walk coffee bean... HAHA...
on the way there...
Yus jus randomly mention some ppl's names tat we misses...HAHA...
i called them... and disturb them....LOL...

ahya...don wan write so long la...i only know... its really a fun day lor... thank goodness we took photos... will upload soon...

anyway... i conclude my post of today with a word... tat is...
CHERISH...
really... i serious.... cherish the time you are with your family and frens...
cox time... its a really scary thing... its can be gd at times... but on the hand... its can really change person...

like today... we sat in the coffee bean talking crap... really... but we had a gd time...its really really gonna be DAMN SUPER hard for us to gather again...
so... really...
...
CHERISH!!!

*smiles*

2009-04-03T00:43:00.004+08:00

kk...

today's title...

lets talk bout my first men's fair day...
well... its sucks... LOL... as usual rite...

i don usually wear watch... but i jus did...

the nx thing i know... i tio an return....

1st RETURN!!! asshole...

follow up... MORE RETURN...

but lesser la... coz i took of my watch...

and i wasn't me today...tats how i feel la... i feel damn werid...

nvm....

nx...
i was really really happy wen meiyu and yus they all come find me randomly lor...

not to mention binquan and felix... ^^

SPECIAL SPECIAL Thanks to YUS for the CHOCO CAKE!

and i have to mention...

anybody know who's William? haha... not William hung... i mean... Leon Jay Williams...

haha...

the GREEN FOREST, MY HOME...

YUS saw him... and took a picture with him....

haha and she... went goo goo gaga la...lol..

kk...

nvm...

my nai~ ask me to post something bout her...

coz she is slightly jealous... bout me and others going for on outing...

and taking photo... haha...

no la... kiddin....

but ya la... its been ages since the zoo trip... we have been together.... ad i shld really post photos bout us together.... :)

this so RANDOM!!! LOL....

love this... actually... its a little difficult to find photos of us only...

lol...coz...i dunno... now den i realise... we seldom take photo? seldom go out?

haha... dunno... but nx time cfm take lots more... wahahah....

lol... though we seldom met and everything.... we even seldom chat lei...

YET... we're still the BEST BUDDS~!!!

maybe tats wat i call TRUE frens?

lol... dunno...

but i do love my frens.... and i feel very fortunate and blessed... to have them....

they are so pretty and everything... so many guys go thru me go take their num...haiix...

LOVE THEM!!! MUACKS!

you too ppl... LOVE not only ur family... must oso LOVE ur FRENS kk...

must let them know yea... ^^

p.s. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEN (JOHNSON)!!! hahaha...

*smiles*

2009-03-30T22:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!
LOVE YA...
LOTS OF KISSES.....

oso to WeiSheng and Hebe... haha...
LAME~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Best wishes... ^^

2009-03-30T22:19:00.008+08:00

no.1

no.2

QJ & ST
BQ and ST

haha... love this...

bye~

2009-03-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!
THANKS YOU PPL FOR EVERYTHING....
THANKS FOR GIVING SUCH GREAT TIME AT WORK...
THOUGH SOMETIMES THE SENIORS THERE SUCKS...
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!

not in any order...
THANK YOU ....

XIAO MI~
for accompanying me... thanks for helping me DL songs... small eyes.... ur are the best ok! LOL... will meet sometime ok...
and anyway..you really grow up le... *TWIST* (LOL...inside joke...)

QINHAN~~
HAHA... thanks a lot... thank you!!!5 yrs fren... somethings really no nid to do you understand le... haha... thanks for enduring with my lame-ness and stupidity.... THANK YOU! :)

QIU JIN!!!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU... you are always the one who endure my complain... and other stuff... LOL... u are always the one when i emo and you disturb me.... to cheer me up... remember...share good looking guys...its our favourite past time at work...HAHA... THANK YOU... *TWIST*

BINQUAN...
"number 1"... haha... thanks for always laughing... keeping us entertain and happy...
lucky i have you as partner... everytime sing song... we play play together... THANK YOU~

CLARANCE...
THANK YOU FOR THE STITICH!!! ITS DAMN CUTE! thank you for entertaining me with your "act cute" way of a random children... or acting like any idol that i like... THANK YOU!!!

JINXIONG...
THANK YOU THANK YOU and THANK YOU.... thanks for letting me be ur no. 3 sweet heart...hahaha... ^^

YANA~!
THANK YOU... for lending me ur listening ear when i complain bout everything... THANK YOU for sharing ur darling with me... LOL... THANK YOU for enduring the goose bumps i've given you... haha... "i wan... nobody nobody nobody bout you.... (clap clap...clap)" "give it to me, give it to me... give it to me..." *TWIST*

SIAOTONG!!!
HAHAHA... you are the one who always share sweets... gossips... and WATER!!! and THANK YOU... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU... u are oso the one who give me joy... pls!!! don buy anymore LIP GLOSS!!! hahaha... THANK YOU...

ZHIWEI!!!
THANK YOU... always the one who disturb me... bt 3 yrs liao... so use to it... LOL...

special thanks to JIAMIN, XUE LI, MINGXUE, FELIX, ANGEL, SARA...KIMHONG, JASLIN, DAVID, LILIAN, JOSEPH, ANDY!!! and the SECURITY GUARDs...(some DAMN NICE! SOME only)

special speacial thanks to SELENA!!!!
she is always testing her patience by waiting for us.... LOVE HER LOTS!!!

thanks for all ur accompany ppl...

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LOVE ALL OF YOU~~~
MUACKS~

2009-03-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

thanks for your accompany today...
though we did nothing much...
but... just thank you...

smiles~

after so many of crushes and misses....
i think i have get over it....
:) to be cheerful... is a right thing... right?
though i'll still miss the days together....
but...
i'll now only think its part of my memory...